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just you, no one else.i had another dream about you last night and when i woke up, i thought of you.
you make me think all the time sometimes i find it, and you,
strange.
i like the way you tell it like it is and when i was packing my ballet bag this morning.
i thought about the question i was going to ask you tonight about why you did that to him and why, on that level,
i think we are the same.
sometimes i think it's because we dance and other times, i'm not so sure.
but whatever it is just you, no one else.
by ~misspetiteelyse

tuesday 7:10pm ballet secretsstop thinking let it flow out even maybe i'm unsure
just place one hand on your chest and one on your stomach and breathe into the bottom hand like breathing into your stomach that's what i was always told
are you alright? yeah, just sad
no, you're not allowed to be sad you're too pretty, just smile
what's with the pencil case? it's from uni
i thought i saw you walking the other day
please don't leave me alone i can't be left alone
are you alright? do you want some chocolate? tuesday 7:10pm ballet secrets
by ~misspetiteelyse

I'll stand by you.I know I have never met you in real life. But who's to say you actually have to meet a person to know them? I connect with you on a level, that I have not connected on with another human being, in my entire existence. You are amazing, and I will always stand by your side. I want to come to Sydney so badly for you, I want to see you everyday. I want to share my secrets with you. I want to share smiles with you. You're beautiful. Love to you always, because you make me feel loved. I'll stand by you.
by ~misspetiteelyse

the black bow.As I sit here on my messy bed, in my messy room. In black track pants, my tegan and sara t shirt, my old school jumper, and my straightened hair tied up in a pony tail with a black ribbon, and a black bow. I am thinking about you, and only you. Never before, in my whole entire life, have I met a boy like you. Never before, has a boy made me have the thoughts that you make me have. Never before, have I got butterflies inside around a boy, the way you make me have them. Never before, have I felt this, I don't even know what this is. Never before, has my heart stopped before reading a message from the black bow.
by ~misspetiteelyse

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two parts, one ending.my eyes won't tear away from you.
your laugh makes me laugh, your cry makes me cry.
i've been done before.
i'm dragging out the seconds, playing for time.
sophisticated words have lost all meaning;
i want something blunt.
i'm living out a cliche & you're my happy ending.
i could use your saving now.

strangers linked but not entwined.
beating hearts not in time.

i've already fallen;
you won't see me slipping down.
relieved i'm so high up? if only you knew...

my remedy known but not found. i don't need h two parts, one ending.
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blank pages stare back at me.blank pages stare back at me; the emptiness, i'm caught in this monotony. i try to smile for you. i try to push on through. & this rhyming is driving me crazy, & your voice is sounding hazy, but i don't care much for sound.
blank pages stare back at me; you're starting to make me worry. there's nothing i can give to you. there's nothing that'll make you like me too. & this time i'm seeing you for what you are, & i know i've let this go on too far, but i don't care much for right & wrong.
blank pages stare back at me; white, fresh & like pur blank pages stare back at me.
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the strangest days of my lifethe strangest days of my life:

i. playing dead on the living room floor at the ripe old age of nine, kicking at the ceiling with dirtied toes and flailing limbs; my back arched-- you used to take me to gymnastics every once in a while and i always liked the way you’d stay to watch me tumble around on sticky foam mats. i always liked the way you shot me a gummy smile and continued to peer behind coke-bottle glasses. the telephone rang twice before my mother picked up and tore away at the arteries and passageways that were left in our tiny anatomy the strangest days of my life
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2am2am winter air blankets their bodies. Shaking from lack of body heat. Glass dripping from fear he inflicts. Motionless. Cold, pinned down, powerless. A tear streaming down her face. Her dark hair sticking to the sides of her expression. Her lips trembling, he pushes. Pushes harder. Hipbones break, blood runs, pain throbs. Lost.
The sound of crying could be heard echoing through the house. Muted. But only he could hear it. Unnoticed. Her hand shaking faintly as she wipe away the dark tears the world would never see. 2am
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Real life in my mouth?

Thu May 7, 2009, 7:43 PM

I missed a April journal,
yeah I know,
Oh well.
It's not like there is much
to update on anyway.

Well, maybe there's
more than I thought.

I fell out of love with dancing
not long ago. But this Tuesday,
changed my mind, again,
I think.

My course is so hectic,
and so not what I expected.
But then again, it is?
I don't know.

People are taking me for granted,
yet again.
Especially you.

Yes, I know you will read this,
you always do.

Okay, finished updating,
cbbbbbbbb anymore.

Anyway,
I'll leave you with this..

I think this week I missed a lot of big things. Because I payed attention to small details, rather than the big picture, when usually it would be the other way around. I don't know. I guess I still haven't found what I'm looking for though, and I thought by doing this, I actually might. Who knows. I'm sick of secrets, they're useless anyway. I'm over burning the candle at both ends. I can't wait.. I can't wait. Oh, and did I mention that I don't even know what I'm looking for? I don't even know what I'm looking for. I'm pretty happy in my own skin right now, I have been for quite some time actually. And afterall, isn't that usually what people go looking for? Happiness? Well no, not me, I want it all. You must think I'm greedy? I don't know. I guess this has something to do with the fact that; I've never really belonged to anybody. I don't know, maybe I'm looking for a sense of longing, or belonging? Who knows.

I just hope I find it.

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Listening to: Torn - Natalie Imbruglia.
Reading: Frankie.
Watching: Skins.
Playing: His mind.
Eating: Gum.
Drinking: Yellow vitamin water.

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Current Residence: a place i call my own.
Interests: (L): dance. writing. affection. friendship. laughter. thin wrists. white teeth. green.
Favourite movie: my friends are my movies, (L).
Favourite band or musician: tegan and sara.
Favourite genre of music: the stuff i listen to.
Favourite poet or writer: "you think of love too much."
Favourite cartoon character: snow white.
Personal Quote: your excuses are as thin as your wrists.
Tools of the Trade: less caffeine, more water.

Website: http://www.myspace.com/_lost_lil_girl_
Email: hi.hope@live.com

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It's Elyse, and the E is accentuated. I am nineteen, and I like it. With 15 years of dancing behind me, it is obviously how I cope. Life is amazing. I like to write, read, dance and paint. I like painting my nails red. I work where I like the people. I like the length of my hair. I love Anne Imbesi. My siblings are fucking heroic. I think about thinking about thinking. I really dislike how all my mother cares about is money. I dislike how in my hometown everyone knows everybody's business, especially when you're friends with the town bicycle. Ice tea, green, red, white, salad wraps, pasta and rice salads, lyrical class, ballet, style, amazing minds, angels, creativity, astrology, interpretation, hearts, souls, minds, mind reading, people who think differently, wristbones, white teeth, brushing my teeth, being clean, the tap class i miss, eyelashes, cheekbones, pineapple juice, life, <3. + <3 to the ones who deserve it.

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~x--unrealreality Jul 18, 2009, 11:53:48 PM

^{don't forget, i love you.}

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~XDiFeelPretty Mar 4, 2009, 2:28:22 PM

thanks for the fav ^_^

~x--unrealreality Feb 28, 2009, 1:28:58 AM

i love you.
always.

~beneatheskin Feb 15, 2009, 11:18:22 AM

thanks for the fave

~Star-mysteress Feb 15, 2009, 8:17:36 AM

Thank you for another fave!

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Vette

~x--unrealreality Feb 13, 2009, 5:44:03 AM

~author-girl Feb 12, 2009, 2:52:24 AM

thanks for favouriting

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